grrr.im supposed to be an artist!
and yet i seem to be doing nothing.

im trying so hard to grab inspiration from all i can, and yet nothing seems to be sticking!

I long for a wave of creativity to surge through me, and help to create a masterpiece! but the idea seems so farfetched!

i feel like im trying to be something im not!

i feel like i want to give up!

i dont even have any images to put up! i have only manga, and it isnt even my speciality! its like im far too lazy, and draw the easy stuff

where is my motivation? where is my inspiration? where is the lucy i used to know?